BOOO ya!

2010-07-30T19:41:00.002+08:00

SHIFTED

http://www.fourintwoone.blogspot.com/

not so sweet chin music

2010-04-04T18:58:00.001+08:00

wwe raw just ended and shawn micheals just went back stage. I am sad. actually, I wanted to tear a little. he had to leave cause he lost against the undertaker. damn. his career was one of the most epic, colourful and enjoyable one. I'm not sure but he mentioned it was ard 20+ old. That means I've been following him for like, most of my lifetime. Things he talked about just now during the farewell made me realized that he is human after all. not that I'm being over reacting, the response was just overwhelming. some cried at the arena. maybe because it's him. he's the heartbreak kid. And sure he did. alep sen might not feel this prolly because he feels for the rock. argh. Haha. I'm silenced. Farewell of the people you love just suck. I remembered about the one for hyypia. Blah. Yes yes yes. Lame me. But, you don't feel it like how I do. So, lame you. bye hbk. bye dx. hello randy orton. not?

sweet chin music

2010-04-04T18:41:00.001+08:00

I love Shawn Micheals!

Surprise Chalet

2010-03-30T23:07:00.001+08:00

First of all, I'm putting this up to make my job easier. I'm having this chalet with my adik, to celebrate our bdays, which coincidentally, fall on the same date. 20th April. It was a procastinated effort by Abg who took weeks to plan and book. He was supposed to pay. But no. He didn't. He booked. Using our parents money. Due to the lack of time, the bigger aloha loyang is out. We only got to have the smaller costa sands pasir ris. Sorry. As it is small, and considering both of us are good friends to our friends, the invitations would be alot. So, we might split the chalet into two. Him taking the Friday and Saturday. While I take the Saturday and Sunday. I repeat, might. So, I'll msg my gang at a later date. Thank you.

And there's a clash btw my chalet and kae's performance. For friends' sake, let's give support to both of us. Even if you like me more. Huh?!

Ok bye. Lastly, I don't like feeling unsure and fearful. It makes me feel dumb.

2010-03-26T19:51:00.001+08:00

Chalet
Costa Sands
Everyone
My brother's and mine
16-18 April

xoxoxoxo!

Damn us

2010-03-23T15:46:00.001+08:00

how now adam levine? what would you do? this love? won't go home without you? or goodnight goodnight? nvm. leave it to sunday morning. youve got the whole week.

Damn us!

2010-03-23T15:43:00.001+08:00

things change. people change. sleep. friends. smoke. play. sex. car. soccer. ns. msn. chat. movies. girls. cousins. babies. family. religion. morals.

Damn us!

2010-03-23T15:41:00.001+08:00

then, you will do small lil things to prove your worth. Opening the door. Carrying her bag. Opening the can drink. Calling her at 12 on her birthday. Surprise her by meeting up with her, when you told her you were far far away. then, you are the king. you are in charge.

Damn us

2010-03-23T15:19:00.001+08:00

you know the times where the sight of her makes you smile inside out. the tendency to do things you'd normally not even think you could do. the rush to complete your work quickly to catch a glimpse of her, and ended up being disappointed cause she didn't even acknowledge your effort. you'd end up doing it again though. your heart beats so fast it feels as if it doesn't beat at all. the smile your bring to yourself just by talking to her. ok no. chatting with her. thinking of her. ok no. thats exagerating. the jealousy but you can't do anything about it.

Vivo!

2010-03-22T19:28:00.001+08:00

I'm at the rooftop of vivo city. With Amiras busy taking photos of herself, showing off her new top. Speaking of new stuffs, I didn't gety shoes and top. So, it's fofo. Byeeeeeee:D

damn

2010-03-22T00:13:00.001+08:00

So Liverpool lost. Wth. Was it a penalty? Anyway, watching soccer at work was irritating cause iPhone's being an ass and connection wasn't as good as it should be. Boo hoo. Now what pool? Fool.

Soccer the other time was quite fun. I cuddled myself up to 'prevent' that guy from heading, and it didn't pay off.

Slacking was cool and Achid has been sharing with us about his own kpop world. Ok here comes the bad news, I think I'm starting to like it. Not the movies shut though, just the female groups singing. Especially, snsd singing gee. Or was it asad or asnd. Somewhere around that road.

Ok, lastly, I feel as if I'm tweeting. Cause I can now like update every now and then. Just that none will be responding. Hehhehehe.

K bubbye:D

Fofo

It worked!

2010-03-21T20:18:00.001+08:00

Wow! It worked! Hehehe. Okay, so now, if be able to blog more. Stay tune, on 5! Huh?!

Gate

2010-03-21T20:16:00.001+08:00

Hello. I'm just testing an app on iPhone to see whether I can upload my posts thru iPhone. Weeeee. :)

2010-03-07T13:18:00.003+08:00

AMIRA BEGUM

youve always wondered why am i not putting up such nice posts for you whereas, you can do so. you claimed that i wasn't proud, or in fact you said, im ashamed or sth, to tell people i have you. i was like actually, HUH. (with the sex achid expression) whos the one that should be, err, paiseh. i wonder. grr. NVM! my bad.

last friday was really really a roller coaster one. TGIF? no way. TGit went well! i woke up 1.15. totally late for prayers. of which i did go and saw achid. before that, i had several msgs and missed calls. one of them was from my friend, whose car, was, err, you know, a lil bit banged by a woman driver from the back. and no, im not discriminating woman drivers. after all those hu ha ha hu, i was really kinda stressed out about it. knn. i only called him back at like what, 3? fortunately, it is now, kinda okay, i guess. and i hope.

but thats half of why it was TGit went well! and the more impt part was amira's results. of which she was being irrics, and kept saying shes been having nightmares and feeling all stressed up. she called at like 2, when i was rushing like a mad guy from sk to tamp to sk to srjc. she sounded happy. so i felt as if a monkey just got off my back. phew.

in fact, i was happy for her. really. i cant imagine myself retaking sth so huge. and like what. go thru all those hell again. well. she did. she won. lets keep winning. and talking abt winning, in academic terms. as they are all going gaga over their results, i thought of myself and my future.

blah! hate that.

anyways, im now, alone, at home. shagged. and tired. im happy to tell you i just fought my first nemesis, yest from 3am-6am. woohoo. chchchcheck it out.

oh ya, i spent the friday night with my small lil cousins.

talking abt family. ive got to know ive this like family of which im quite close with. quite close. close. yes. very close. but recent events had let me to feel like posting a middle finger and a smiley face. but i didnt. cause we're family. you dig?

and isnt this post was for amira? damn. she gonna kill me.

weve had a few great moments recently you know, after a patchy period last month or so. now i just feel like biting her fats off her and chew them. oh ya. talking about these nonsense stuff abt bodies, i came across sth, fuckny.

the ad on the radio stereo was saying...

the way to please a man is thru his stomach.. well i think she went too far up.

hhahahahahhah!

ok about amira,

really. im liking the times were spending together. next up is to ikea-_- and fish&co. well my dear, id like to say thank you on your behalf to your family, nina jiah mama papa alano babajija baba babbu all. to your friends, fifa faee and who? and to me. :D love you many many. really happy for you. ice ice, babeee.

and so much of a man with a few words..... really. cause what i do is just show a middle finger and a smiley face! -!- and :D

xoxo

fofo

2010-02-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

damn

2010-02-20T00:07:00.001+08:00

Rambut aku mcm rumput and aku bau masam.

And aku think gf aku is aku punyer my own katy perry!

2010-02-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

now, this is Valentine's.

goodnight goodnight

2010-02-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

gone in 6 months

2010-02-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

if we ever meet again

2010-02-14T21:03:00.003+08:00

let's fall in love again.

2010-01-30T00:59:00.003+08:00

as my quest to be a better man continues,
eyes redden not to sleep as I keep this front desk of tg fire post runinng,
I got my hands on my brother's webcam,

my new year started a lil bit late as I was unsure of what my resolutions for 2010 were.
and that was why i decided to go with the general, to be a better man. the song by robbie williams did influenced me too.

it's pretty boring here. no facebook, no tagged. oopps. did i just mention Tagged? AMIRA will kill ME! hahaaahaha.

liverpoolfc have been pretty disappointing this season. i'm gone to bayern lever. alonso went off to real. them losing another match hasn't put that bad a sad face on me. kinda used to it liaozxzx. maybe next season! and i think lucas isn't that bad. propaganda-ed lah you criticsss.

a few more days to the 2 years anni. shouldn't talk abt the signing on thingy again cause it's not as funny anymore as when i said it the first time. 2 years actually went pretty fast. i feel like falling in love again. maybe after watching 500 days of summer. 2 years. fast. boomz. it was like 365 x 2 days bro! i love you, amira.

anyways, ppl, prepare to call me uncle an! hehehzxz!

oh ya. friends. i love them friends. nnn, dx, back 5, sexayes, groupie, sr, all ALL! i feel like making a chalet for my bday. but then, i've to share it with my adik. cause we share the same bdays. hmmm. always told him that we can see who hasmore friends. which now, if i think about it, he'd prolly win. being a hot stuff. me. not that hot. haizzzxzxzx. always bad to feel inferior eh? what to do. NVM! i'll make my own bday SURPRISE! hows cools iss thats? i will force everyone to come. you, you, you, big small, yes you! huhuahahhahahahhahahah.

k lah. ciaozxzxz. bubbbbbyyeee.
muuuaahh.

2010-01-12T12:56:00.001+08:00

to be a better man

2009-11-29T00:19:00.001+08:00

I love my girlfriend Amira.
I miss my girlfriend Amira.

2009-11-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

youtube made me realised that people's lives are in our hands. the day you die will be the worst day of my life.

goodnight goodnight

2009-11-14T18:45:00.003+08:00

2009-11-14T18:45:00.001+08:00

2009-11-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

2009-10-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

i've lost a self battle. and due to that incapability of mine, i've been addicted to it. no matter how much i tried not to, i still do it. what is it that makes me become like this. i've lost control of you and me. you son of a bitch. it's breaking up into pieces in my heart. and i don't know how do i glue them back together. i can't be alone. i've to have company. i seriously, need a company. i know i'm not this disgusting freak. confessing isn't of any help. smoking does help. helps to worsen the bloody situation. but if it does take my mind off it, i might as well do it. i'm sorry. hands down, you've won. now, leave me. and to you who know, please keep hush. i beg you.
goodnight goodnight.

2009-10-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

centre.

left.

right.

either go left, right, centre.

im confused.

i like pixie lott. shes pretty.

i hate what i did.

i love what we did.

see.

i am.

confused.

2009-10-15T09:51:00.005+08:00

for my first pay, i want a pair of Fox slippers, a pair of boxers and a shirt that i can design myself, which i can get at http://www.designyourownshirt.com.sg/. not much? cause i'm left with half of what i had on the 12th. for the subsequent ones, i want to get a pair of jeans and pants, shoes, a couple more shirts, bag and a g-shock watch. why? cause most sergeants have that. not to forget, i-phone!
ok guess guess. who do i sound like?
GIRLS!

and also, treat my friends and family to mamam! so, who wanna be my friend? kidding. you all my friends k. you. yes you. the black one. yes yes, the one sitting beside you too. the epok epok. don't forget the other one. the mat rep. and yes yes yes.. the shawty gone missing. and how can i forget my dawg. ok done. the rest? uninvited. main main lah. sepak kau nye telinge.

anyways, amira complained to me cause i didn't post anything for her birthday. grrr. nak amek kau ni!
HAAAPPPY BIRRRTHHDAYY TO YOUUU. HAPPYYY BIRTHHHDAYY TO YOOUU. HAPPPY BIRTHHHDAYY TO AMIRA! HAPPY BIRTHHHDAAYY TO YOUUUUUU!
a year older, a year wiser, a year bla bla bla. << lame siaa. -_-''
all the best for your A's and TP. muuuaaahh.
ps: i love you.

ok bubbbye. :D

2009-09-28T12:26:00.005+08:00

2009-09-19T15:50:00.004+08:00

niari last day puase. this year, aku ponteng 5 hari. aku tau salah. tapi takleh angkat. maaf. aku rase, this year punye puase mcm lincah. maybe because aku dlm camp. bsk da raye. aku book in monday 2359. first time tu boleh book in lmbat giler. last book in pulak tu. first aku nak ckp psl puase. aku agree dgn achid. ade byk maksiat. mcm mcm. mcm kuih raye. aku pon manusia. tak dpt lari dari maksiat. aku guilty. tapi takpe. bile aku sembahyang, aku minta maaf. hmm. this year pon, first time aku terawih utk beberape hari. selame hidup aku, honestly, sebelom ni, 1 kali je. nasib member kt camp aku ajar aku. siape kate masok ns je jadi jahat. jahat tu jahat. this year pon first time aku tak buke dgn sxys. tu pon psl aku kene confined. cock betol. tapi aku that time buke dgn colin, best friend aku. aku miss die. dgn member mi aku. itupun, si cine tu dtg kol 8 lebih. ape die ingat buke isyak kah. hmmm. this year jgk aku rase aku mcm lebih kurus. aku da lah sekurus kurusnye. berpeluh lebih. makan minumnya kurang. ni pasal dlm camp, kite sume ade mcm assessment thingy. field and final exercises katekan. mknan kat camp pon mcm da boring. mmg boring pon. aku da la tak handsome. kurus. hmm. nasib senyumanku bagai bulan purnama. this year pon, byk yang terjadi. semenjak aku pass lesen, aku da pernah kene saman sekali. langgar bende 1 kali. smlm. lagi sikit aku langgar motor. nasib tuu. tak percaye tanye amira. bukan tu je. bapak aku da tak kerje kat situ. 20 tahun lamenye. skrg die teksi driver. susah tu aku tgk.die kerje 6pm to 6am everyday except saturday. aku mcm kesian. dulu senang hidup. skrg susah sikit. tsk. aku pon da kene tanggong sikit burden tu. lagi satu, bed buddy aku kt camp punye adik meninggal pasal motor. motor motor. da 2 kali da ni. baik baik ye. kau imagine klau family kau ke gone just like that. aku takleh. hmm. and also, aku suke eminem. aku kadang2 mcm steam sendiri yg aku rapping atas stage. mcm cool. kadang2 pon aku steam pikirkan bile aku tgh main bola. lastly, specs aku yg biru hilang. kunci locker aku pon hilang. specs ns aku ni da la melt. kene api katekan. ok ok last. next week, 24th. aku ade passing out ceremony. 6 bulan kat camp. akhirnya. wuhahahah. lepas tu, aku ade 1 week block leave. sape2 yg nak date tapi malu, sila contact. tapi itu da tak malu. leave aku tu 26th to 4th. okay. jgn ckp aku tak blg. aku boleh jln raye. tapi takkan sorg2. and also, maybe 3rd, aku kluar dgn gang jc aku. so, sxys and ns belom plan lagii. take note. ok da.

aku sorry eh aku tulis mcm gini. inilah mindaku. sume campor2. macam rojak mama. achid pon kalah. bubbye. selamat hari raye. maaf kepade sesiape yang tak tau malu. muuahh.

2009-09-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

2009-08-30T11:14:00.013+08:00

the lot out of the 246 and more pictures. boys like girls.

€

2009-07-26T17:24:00.003+08:00

why worry when problems can be settled

and what is the use of worrying when problems cannot be settled.

but it is not as easy as abc.

life can be as beautiful as a baby or as ugly as me.

tomorrow is uncertain.

today is too late.

yesterday is unimportant.

so how eh?

let's change. be good.
who's with me?

obbd

1st - 7th

so, taking care people.

study hard amira.

i love you.

happy advanced 18th.

be good. don't naughty.

muuaaahh.

2009-07-04T14:53:00.005+08:00

he was the one that scored the goal that brought us the cup.
he was the one that had a lil devil on his back.
he was the one that made achid so pissed off during a game of pool at kl.
he was the one that played left wing, centre mid, right back and centre back.
he was the one that wowed me when he kicked a ball using his outer foot during a semi final.
he was the one that appeared on the paper.
he was the one that made a lastman, leftback and a stopper laughed as he headed the ball as if there was no tomorrow.
unfortunately, there is no tomorrow.

though we're not as close, remembering him certainly wouldn't be a problem.

muhammad heairil.

2009-06-14T18:34:00.007+08:00

it has been a hell of a week for me.

hell as in hell in and out of camp.

thankfully things got a lil better recently, so i'd rather let it be.

and heaven passed by for a lil awhile on Tuesday.

i passed my TP and i found out that i spent as much as Arul and Achid did on their 2B licence. Alep added that it was because they had to take theirs TWICE. oopps.

ini namanya By Luck. and Midah also found out that her uncle wasn't at fault. she was. oopps. ini pula namanya Duh, Look Who's Driving.

hmm. ok. ERS Time

lets just see how the river flows before we try to catch a fish. still water runs deep. there might be a shark instead of a fish. so, smile, cheer up, focus and be happy. muuuuaah.

2009-05-30T01:10:00.011+08:00

and that's how much he means to us all

2009-05-30T00:56:00.000+08:00

i need to post. i have to. i must.
but i don't know how to.

so, the question is, how do we put videos up on a blog?
i want the same one as farah's.
NOW

2009-05-23T20:34:00.004+08:00

today was a roller coaster ride. nonetheless, i love every 4/5 out of it.
iloveyou

and have you guys seen the advertisement on Family? the one which is at the funeral. i think it is very different and sweet. cool or what?

and A MILLION APOLOGIES TO HASMIDAH HAMID!

and Adam Lambert lost? hmmm. no more "take a gooooood look at my face, you'll see a smile looks out of place"

and, ok seriously my last 'and', i'm actually really disappointed that Hyypia is leaving lah. and the fact that there are so many articles about him, whether they are online or offline, it just shows how much of a guy he is, both on and off the pitch, right? or maybe, i'm just exaggerating. oh well. i love him. i am gonna miss his last match cause i'll be in camp by then. gaaah. i want to see the reception he gonna receive from the Kop.

ok bubbye!

2009-05-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

being inside can change one's thinking.
money is nothing compared to time.
weaknesses were made known and strengths are there for everyone to see.
and that's life for a 19 year old kid.

and,

http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/drilldown/N164286090508-0910.htm

please do read. he's my idol. i learnt alot from him.

goodnight and i love you, amira.

2009-05-09T12:50:00.002+08:00

i just got to know that Sami Hyypia is leaving for Bayern this summer.
wah.....

2009-05-03T14:01:00.001+08:00

my passion?

happy 15th!

2009-04-26T00:56:00.004+08:00

speechless

THANKS ALOT :D

2009-04-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

having a slight flu and fever certainly didn't help. breathing was difficult. and water is becoming my best friend.

and i just finished blog-hip-hopping when i found out that people are posting my photo for the bdae wishes, of which Colin did fuzuking late (2 days) (sighs) (haha). i was actually, like, ewah, step jer use that photo. BUT, i totally forgot that i was the one that sent the photo to them myself. grrrr. anyways, thanks:)

ps: guard duty completed my bdae -_-"

also, Liverpool have had a couple of high-scoring matches and it's totally irritating when you only got to know about it days after and watch it only via youtube. it just kills the thrill out of it.

i didn't call home last week. sorry bros. you all would think i was talking to Amira. but, actually, i fell asleep for 2 consecutive days. sorry. tired sia bro. guilty mann.

lastly, you know sometimes, during those C div times, when i used to pespire damn lil during matches. remember? now right, wearing those gears and stuffs makes me pespire like 1000000xxx worse than how Achid does. grrr.

ps: tips for chubby peeps:D

ok blah. bubbye. muaaah. taking care.

2009-04-18T23:03:00.004+08:00

yes yes. i'm botak.
some of the closest would have seen already.
nah. go go. see.

frequent questions asked:

how was it?

got matrep not?

got ghost?

gays?

can tahan not?

why you look funny sia?

and my TP is like in 7 more weeks, which would mean i have like at most 9-10 more prac. aiyo. even Fernando Anlonso has to practise sia bro!

2009-04-04T03:53:00.002+08:00

i don't think i'll be able to blog for quite awhile, so i guess this would be my last post at this moment of time.

when i'm inside, i hope. . .

- my dad gets a job. any job. as long as he's happy with it.
- amira to get tough and study hardy, no matter how hard it is in school.
- shahrul to quit smoking, as promised.
- i'll pass my TP on 9th June.
- things to be well at home.

i've gotten my ns specs. so, i'm left with the shaving part, which i hate the most. cause i think i'll look fugly-ly cute. argh. some should know why. grrr.

if i'm not wrong, i might be booking out on that Friday itself. so, do not miss me.

to amiraku, things have changed and your priority now is to do better and well in your A's. i know Fifa isn't there 24/7. neither am i. but, please? just, promise me you'll make yourself proud. problems everywhere can be solved. i hope you know what i mean. remember that purple journal? use it well. take care. i love you.

to nnnku, korg takmo lepak tanpeku ah. hahhaha. butoh ah korg sume.

to familyku, muuuuaaahh.

to those who think they're sending me there, i seriously think you all shouldn't waste your precious sleep to send me to jalan baha. it's too far for your own good. and i'm not sure if the place allows you people to come in. it might be a waste of time. okay. thanks. i love you.

lastly, people call me Raihan the CD Boy.
funny?
cause Chandler Bing says so.

taking care,
raihan rashid.

2009-03-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

thanks everyone for making it happen.
to amiraku too, who left early and that was why she couldn't be in this picture.
and most importantly, to my dawg, Colin, for planning this small outing for ME!
feel me?
it was MY day!
muuuuaaaahh

2009-03-23T22:15:00.005+08:00

no more
no more
no more
there wasn't even such a thing though

aiyo aiyo aiyo.

how how how.

please please. help us.

2009-03-19T22:16:00.007+08:00

do you know what is the feeling like when,
you are filled with so much frustration,
but you can't do a single thing.
what about when things don't go your way,
and only the highway is the way.
isn't very fuzuking irritating.
then, when you find out stuffs that you're not supposed to know,
and you can do nothing about it,
because it is, in the first place, not something for you to know.
maybe it is best to not to know.
what about when, you have absolutely no control over something,
and what you could only say is just,
actually nothing,
cause you can't say anything.
when you got to know what you should not know,
it is like, an ass right onto your face.
but the anxiety and eagerness to know makes that ass,
so hot and cute,
that you would not mind it to be on your face.
and also, when someone tries too hard to be engaged in a convo with you,
and you were like, shut the fuck up,
but you can't say that. you can only yapadapadapada

and i felt that before and i bloody hell did not know what to do.
am i stupid or what?
(rashid: what!!)

anyways,
megan joy is so hot,
anoop is so not.

oh ya.
also,
when you see something,
ok actually, when most people see,
ok seriously, maybe when everyone sees something so nice,
they would call it a hunk.
and you were, huh
only cause you hate it.
when actually, what you need is a slap on your face,
and someone to tell you that,
hey, it is that hot.
and you're waaaay behind.
hahahahahahahhahahahhahaha
so fun-nyy.
don't you think so bro?

2009-03-17T16:12:00.003+08:00

i need a reality check,
for myself,
for my uni applications,
for my gf.
but, not for liverpool/man u though.

2009-03-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

i didn't manage to watch the Manchester United vs Liverpool Fc match because i was at Jia Long's party, for which i didn't know that it was held at a restaurant and i ended up wearing slippers :/
anyway,
what was the score again?

2009-03-08T00:31:00.001+08:00

sooner or later, it all comes crushing down

viva
la
vida

emossssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

2009-02-19T11:35:00.005+08:00

now i know how Scofield felt when Burrows got caught up with the authority.
but the twist is that, there is no such person as Sucre.
only bitches like T-Beg.

pukimakfuckkepalebutohccb

2009-02-14T01:04:00.004+08:00

just last week, while i was working, an Indian man (not Rashid), came to the shop and asked whether he could make any reservations for a table of two on this Saturday, which happens to be Valentine's Day. and i thought to myself, he must be so damn sweet to be so thoughtful. it was Wednesday, and he's already planning about this Saturday. so i wondered. is it a really big day? and i wondered yet again. and i asked myself, why am i not doing the same thing. hmmm. and suddenly, the feeling of guilt came across my mind. i felt as if, i'm depriving someone of the big day. some say leh, some say lah. eh no. some say eee, you not sweet. some say, ya ya ya, i agree with you. so kan, i don't know lah eh. paham pahamkan je lah eh. ok bye.

2009-02-12T22:18:00.006+08:00

my favourite singer from american idol is out. his name is Jamar. i think he's half G and half Gent and that is why, i think, i like him. his best friend though, got through to the Top 36. i've a strange feeling something is going on behind the scene. maybe, MAYBE, the judges want only one of them to go through, so that he can, thus, excel in this season's competition. whereas, Jamar, can then, do well in the next's. feel me? afterall, the judges themselves were glad when Jamar said he will try it out again, next season. hmmmmm. showbiz business that deeeeeep uh. hahahaa.

and, work has been fine cause there're Alep and Achid. but still kan kan kan, some ninabe waakeelaa laaku laakik kahhh, very the irritating you know.

and lastly, i think, those critics who have been against Rafa Benitez are nonsensical with their opinions. ok whatever. and Keane shouldn't been sold either. argh. stupid.

ok blahhhh. bubbye baby babyku.

2009-02-07T20:33:00.003+08:00

8 more weeks!

i am now, part of the madjack crew. so now, NNN/BB is now affiliated with Madjack. hahahha. ok blah. it is just a temp job thingy cause money no enough and i've nothing to do anyway. so far so good, so moving on.

the long-awaited show, G's to Gents, is so the proper. hahahha. although i missed some of them episodes, but it was worth the slang, the shit, the dope, ya know what i'm sayin'? hahaha. running, moving, hustling. repeat this 3 words along with 'ya know what i'm sayin'? and 'you feel me', and my brothers and i would gladly play along with you.

and the MDIS soccer thingy had to be put on hold cause we were a lil bit too late. ok bedek. VERY the late. damn it. i just wonder, how long will we have to wait till WE, WE, really have a proper soccer competition together? guess ah guess.

on a much lighter note, amira and i...

ILY!

2009-01-26T18:54:00.005+08:00

i approximately got 10 weeks to spend time with my hommies.
that said, i've no idea whether i should work, to keep the money flowing.
in any case, i would like to have fun, with amira begumku, kawan-kawanku and familiku.

anyway, i just got back from a trip to the IKEA cause we, family and maternal side, had to like, buy 2000 cups, for my cousin's wedding. macam orang datang then we give them tuu. and, we were told that each person is allowed to buy only 25 cups. so, do the maths and the thinking babes!
we even had to pack them ourselves cause they, apparently don't have that service. what nonsense. so imagine, 6-8 couples of makciks and pakciks doing them things. and when i say things, i mean, carry the cups, push the trolley filled with cups, put them in the basket, tape it ourselves, carry them boxes. and this was done, while some IKEA workers were just sitting and watching. okay, maybe, they have their respective jobs to do. but still, some exceptions would be nice!

and now, you see,
i forgot what to type already.
grrr.
ok blah.
muuaaaahh.
bye bitches and bastards.

oh ya, listen to Kid Rock's Summer Long!
it's my current sex drive!
yeah baby yeah.
hahha
fuck you.
bubbye.

2009-01-20T18:44:00.004+08:00

i've been incurring a deficit and the more i think about it, the more stupid i feel.
should have just accepted the job late last year.
and now, i'm back to square one.
damnn it.

ok blah.
goodbye good people.

2009-01-11T00:59:00.009+08:00

ONG BAK 2 is so so proper mann!
it is so dope, it makes Ip Man not-so-proper!
hahhahahahha.

schools' not calling,
work's not consistent,
aiyooyoyoo,
no money babbbbee.

2009-01-08T22:30:00.008+08:00

anyway,
as we head to Saturday's game against Stoke City,
Sami Hyypia will be playing his 700th game of his career.

Callaghan also believes Sami Hyypia is another key player after nearly a decade in the Reds' first team.
"Sami has also been a great servant," added Callaghan.
"He has to go down as one of Liverpool's best buys ever. Whenever he comes into the side, he never lets the team down."

As he prepares to make his 700th career appearance at Stoke City this weekend, the Reds boss has paid tribute to his tower of strength at the back.
"I have a lot of confidence in Sami," said Rafa. "He is a fantastic professional so I knew he would play really well.
"Clearly, when you talk about Sami you are talking about a player who has been here for a long time.
"Everybody knows he is a nice lad, a very good professional and a very good player, so we are really pleased to keep him here.

If we go back to when the captaincy was taken off him a few years back, I remember he conducted himself with tremendous dignity. That spoke volumes for him. Some people would have spat their dummy out and sulked, but he knuckled down and got on with his job. Nobody can ever underestimate his importance to this club.

"He's a legend and, for me, Sami is in Alan Hansen’s ilk."

OH WELL! HE'S THE MANN!

not IP man!

2009-01-07T22:07:00.008+08:00

love your life
before you live your life.

and from now on, i'll just reply them tags on the tagboard itself.
too much of a hassle.

and,
if you smelllll-lalallalalaaa what the Rock is cooking,
kiss my ass

happy belated 333rd lover

2008-12-26T20:16:00.020+08:00

after days of whole lot of shit and more shit, we finally met. stupid things happen for a reason. lets just stay put to that cliche before we go around merry-go-round. starbucks-ed and lunch-ed, we headed home with bapak and mak aku send her hommme. cool or what? ask her lah. hahahhaha.

she knows how to smile already! 3 cheers!
(3 creatures for Achid though)
hahahah.

nice shoe!
the man said Hoobastank's vocalist has that shoe.
haha. definitely, maybe.
and the reason why i bought it is you. get it get it?

and not to forget, the formal dinner we had last week. dan lesta asked me over to help him out for his project. i treated it like a once-a-time formal date for us and a favour done for him. so, after thinking twice, we went. but the fooooooood, macam pantat. oh well, rich food only meant for rich stomachs!

other than that, my week is filled up with overnight activities with nnn and sxys! till then, call me Mr Raihan, get it get it? hahahha. and i'm waiting to get my pictures from both Amira and the MI clann. this lappy seems to be having problem with msn/hotmail. grrrr.

and to you, I Hate This Part by PCD so you better don't make it Harder To Breathe by Maroon 5 for me before i Smack That by Akon.

and i'm sorry
out of words and more than words.
only i understand.
i love you!

to idahh: ehh bbittchhh! hahaha. cool song right. i know! haha
to Farah: :)))
to Terk: butooooh lahhh

2008-12-15T17:27:00.005+08:00

there you go. our picnic at pasir ris park early morning turned out to be cool cause there wasn't a lot of people and it was not that hot. had lil something to eat, pictures galore as well as us walking around the playground. after that, headed to the Cathay and watched Muallaf. i only like one part, which is when the girl said, I love You!. hhahahaa. ok blah. other than that, i don't understand the show. tsk tsk. but still, date out was well needed and appreciated.

i love you!

2008-12-15T15:53:00.012+08:00

F1 NIGHT RACE 2008

with Fernando ANlonso

in the pole position after winning the qualifying round with a super-duper fast run. whereas, RASHIDe Massa

lagging behind by a whisker due to the lack of light shining on him, hence, making it quite difficult for him to drive at night. and not forgetting, Lewis SHAHRULton

who is far behind the pack as he was too caught up msging a Secondary 4 student, who seem to be hitting on him. this was held, without the presence of Nico ALIFberg and Kimi RaikonnWAN as both are missing due to reasons, which should not be made available to the media, for safety reasons.

they started with a bang, over at Rivervale Block 130 before checking their tyres at the nearest petrol station. accelerated towards Defu Lane, heading to Geylang to have their pitstop as well as an $8 murtabak

after that pitstop, they beat the traffic to pass through a place, which is full of only red-dim lights. Kallang was next, and before they knew it, they discovered that they were near the Singapore Flyer.

drifted across the highway and not only the Singapore Flyer was the final destination, but there was also the F1 track which was so so so so coooool.

left, right, back and front, and soon, to cut short, they made their way back to Rivervale Block 130, reaching at 6.30am. to wrap it up, there were WEEK of the Day and Joke of the Day.

not forgetting that i should be blogging about the picnic i had with my gf. but unfortunately, the pictures we took couldn't be sent. so, next post, would be for the picnic at SENTOSA! (haha)
and and, i love you! (haha. feel me?)

to idahh(: bitcchh. hahahhaha.
to Farah: yes it is! haha. thanks again for the bike!
to AMIRA: eh eh, where gott.. haha. siao ah you.
to alif: errr.. aku terdelete babe.. takpe k.. kau enjoy jer yg gambar kat atas ni. hahahhaha.

2008-12-07T10:47:00.006+08:00

the new found smile! wohoo! :DDD
like said, date out gf on the 3rd.
muuuuaaaackkkkks!

XOXoxOoxX

(big kiss, big hug, big kiss, small hug, small kiss, big and small hugs, small and big kisses)
hahahhhah
**i only got to know what all that means after watching Friends and Nacho Libre.
stuppppid -_-""

and also, date out with bfs ended up in an accident worthy of a front-page in the newspaper. ahahahha. cool or what? what happened? lets play the guessing game! bluek!

till then,
lets just laugh, smile and rock!

to FR HATE: okay
to unlucky us: thanks!

2008-11-26T22:13:00.004+08:00

SRJC PROM NIGHT '08

2008-11-23T19:22:00.004+08:00

i'm free from hell.
ouik ouik.
A's is done and over with, and that is soooo cool.

so things to be done...
license
job
dates with gf and gayfriends
and that goes on and on.

and prom is like days away,
so lets just wait and see how it turns out to be.

and happy farewell to hafiz and bobby!
we shall see a much fitter/slimmer(ehem) boys/or men soon!
hmmmm. april april. aiyoyo.

i seem to have a thing for driving nowadays.
especially after grinding the sidewalls of the bent in the carpark.
eh eh! wrong. thats someone else. hahhahahahhahahahah.
he's such a bitch.

writer's block, so off i go!
see you when i do.

to Terk: butoooooh lah!
to Alif: butooooh jugak ah!

2008-11-02T14:12:00.002+08:00

for the first time in my life,
i'm feeling
so bloody nervous/scared of/anxious/etc.etc.etc.etc.
about exams.

oh my god.

make it or break it.

2008-10-30T00:25:00.001+08:00

enough thinking.

i'm over and out.

2008-10-29T21:49:00.004+08:00

i've not been having the time to be online nowadays.
my days have been scheduled in such a way that the one of the reasons i can wander off is because of the addictive psp. as a result, i think i wanna be an F1 racer or a manager of a football club. cause the F1 and Championship Manager games have been very very, how should i say, err, forget it.

anyway, other than that, i've been watching Friends for like, almost everyday. cause they're just so funny. especially, Chandler and Joey. haha. bitches.

and i received a letter from the top that said that i'll be going for the shave on the 7th of April. the thought of it, sometimes makes me, like... grrr.. feel me? if not, close your eyes and imagine. . . blah blah blah. . nvm. . you wouldn't want to feel it. . :/

but, being raihan, i'll just follow with the flow.
well that mindset might just backfire. osh gosh begosh.

round 1 will commence next week, 3rd of November.
and the battle goes on for around 3 weeks or so.

sometimes, i feel as if i'm not doing enough for As. and that suck.
argh. my motto is this, study and pray. if things turn out whichever way it turned out to be, i call it destiny. well, thats what my teacher told me.

ok for now, lets just look forward to it. i wouldn't dare to be otherwise.

and recently, i've been thinking alot. is that good or what? there seems to be alot of what ifs.

what if
what if
what if
what if
what if
what if

lastly, GOOD LUCK AMIRA! (:

2008-10-21T22:18:00.003+08:00

i'm shagged. so here goes the pictures we took during the outing we had last weekend. .

HARI RAYA '08 with the Sexayes(: ouik ouik!

even with two missing asses, we stand together!

you know what i mean,
you know what we want
just,
i love you

to Colin: hhahahah. bitch

2008-10-12T23:00:00.004+08:00

HAAAPPPPY BIRRTHDAAYY AMIRA!

thanks to your beloved, we had to head out today:/
but still, we had fun and i enjoyed it(:
and sorry for that lil last part.
i should have done a lil bit more research.
hahahahahah.

anyway, thanks to those that helped me.
to those that bastard me, like COLIN, thanks EH. hahaah.

and, jalan kayu with long lost friends was coool.
cause we did some rock, enroll. hahahahahaa.

oh well, like the way TI put it,
you can do whatever you like~

haha. bitch.

to FARAH: yup yup. thanks(: takeare of that leg! haha.

2008-10-05T15:40:00.002+08:00

ouik ouik!
that's my trademark.
hahaha.

anyway, i couldn't believe mocks are like tmr.
aiyoyoyo.
damn it.
and, i'm like, so in a hurry for almost everything.
bitch!

and. .
ily!

2008-09-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

flu's being a fuck.
out for like 4 days.
there goes all the hours on the clock.
grrr.

anyway,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA(:
to all.
to keep it shorty,
sorry for anything!
thanks for everything!
taking care and having fun:D

i love you amira

2008-09-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

if all goes well, we'll be in that half!

i like the quote above.
its meaningful.
indeeeeeed. haha.

and if he gets it, i'll be the odd one out - again.
argh.
damn that.

and this whole week can be labeled as,
the recharge of the batteries,
or just,
the stupidest thing i could have done.
oh well, that depends on the coming weeks.

pray,play, or pay.

to AMIRA: i know! haha. bluek. ily too(:
to idahh(: hello. yup yup, i'm trying to do that. haha. you too. thanks :d
to quee(: haha. oh well, busy mann. -_-' haha. sorry :p

2008-08-31T16:49:00.002+08:00

my younger brother needs a reality check, immediately.
i think he thinks he's way way way over the rainbow.
i think he should get back down to earth.
whatever.
busuk busuk pon, adik aku jgk.

prelims' over and out, mocks' next.
oh yeah, don't forget the A's too.
haha. ok nvm, next.

give a possibility a reality.

2008-08-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

the last time i checked, i got screwed.

2008-08-03T20:21:00.002+08:00

to put it in 9 words.

i've so much to say, yet nothing comes out.

anyway, happy6th3rd(:
ily

2008-07-27T21:10:00.010+08:00

happy 18th dawg!

ps: make sure my words go into your ass

yes i know you love me. don't shout!
or
ok ok ok, i'll love you. just don't bite!
haha. bluek

and i came across this. . .

"And of course there's Sami Hyypia. He's my favourite player I must admit. I went twice to see him and then I recommended him because I thought he was something else. He doesn't have a lot of pace, he'll tell you that, but he can read the game. He's a super passer of the ball too." by Ron Yeats on liverpoolfc.tv

see see! he's the best! wohoo!

2008-07-26T13:30:00.001+08:00

it sucks, period.

2008-07-20T17:53:00.002+08:00

alumni tournament ended pretty late.
lucky we won, surprisingly. hmmmm.

cousin's wedding was fine.
come to think of it.. macam cool ah gitu.
hahah. :P

and, gay dates out cancelled due to misunderstanding and sitting. grrr.

and, i thought about it, who are the real ones anyway. you bastards.
but, blah. forget it.

and, i'm sorry.

and,guess what?
i love you!

to FEE: wah wah, pantat. tau takper you over. and, yup yup, go meet amira and maybe you might be able to see me within/inside her. haha. ok whatever. anyway, hope you're fine too(:
to KAE: aite. DONE!

2008-07-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

i'm living a life, which sucks big time.
everything seems impossible.
nothing seems possible.
anything better, would be a miracle.

argh.
life.

time's running up. i'm late

2008-07-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

paranoia to the point where you just don't have the ability to, at least, control yourself.
flashing back to the era where, those were the days, is extremely mind-draining.
with the addition of unwanted pressure, one has to wonder, what was that for.
to test one's strength, them love, or is it just life.
yes,
guess.

even knowing that an action actually has a normal reaction- a theory in physics, called the action-reaction pair, didn't stop them from causing an effect or force on one another. that's newton third law of motion if i'm not wrong. but wait, is that the way it should be.
guess.

just when you thought portugal could run away with the title, you must always remember that there are the netherlands, germany and of course, spain. oh yeah, we aint living in the world where there are only you and me. there are them, we, us, they and etc. try linking it back to reality, just like in an application question, where the fourth requirement usually needs us to put the arguments to where they should be, reality.
don't guess,
think.

having a lump of shit can be good and bad.
it depends on those who smell them.
some say eeww, while some just clean them up and spray some gatsby afterwards.
some just, stop and stare.
some, will be like, what the fuck.
but wait, why the fuck am i talking about shit.
ok this one,
guess.

going in circles doesn't bring you to nowhere.
its making you blur like sotong.
sotong like me, like what ma'm rashidah claimed.
aku rembat baru tau. oooops. paiseh.

and going in circles is exactly what i'm doing.
what i just typed above, probably has no sense. to the point where i myself have no idea what i just wrote. and to whoever that think you know what i meant, i wish you good luck and scroll up and down, put my english words together and see whether the outcome is an english sentence or just, plain bullshit. oh wait,
maybe, it does make sense.
try guessing.

ok seriously, i have no idea wassup with it. it has been going up and down, and while oscillating, it actually cause that to be looking like a sinking boat. history is history. literature is literature. arts is arts. mix them up, and you will have a hell of an ass.

all the above actually look alien to me. i had a hard time, putting these words into meanings, which only i myself can understand. it took me a scofield brain, a mahone-tbeg thinking, a sucre-burrow love, to dish out this. so, guess and appreciate.

on a much lighter note, 12's coming up soon.
and,
guess what.
its the 3rd.
happy 5th, girlfriend.
iloveyou.

2008-06-25T22:38:00.004+08:00

oh wow. i didnt know i would receive numerous tags, right after i blogged for- like how many fuzuking- ages. hmmmmm. this just shows that my blog still has a hope, of being one of those links that you people click on, every single day. thanks eh thanks eh.

and and, the results are...
an S for both ECONS and MATHS,
Us for the rest, excluding malay and pw.
and a total of 24 points and how nonsensical is life right now, with the a's coming up right in around 4-5 months. oh gosh. or should i say, oh fuck.

being in a total downside of life aint exactly a good thing. thinking back at why the heck did i get my ass into a jc seriously made me wonder whether i made the right choice. but, no regrets cause i was a poly-idiot back then, and holy shit, i think im doomed. and im so reluctant in blogging and talking about this but errr, i think im screwed. for me to give up right now is like a total waste cause ive come so far. perhaps there is a reason behind me being here. but yeah yeah, perhaps perhaps. oh well, i guess praying is really the mann. thank God. maybe what i need is just a beam of light at the end of the tunnel. saaaaaap, so cliche. but seriously. grrr. but, i've to stay strong for myself, my family, my friends, my fans and everyone who has supported me since i was young. hahha. okok seriously. i just need some cute lil babies to play wimme and cheer me up. maybe some laughters during dates out with nnn/colin to chill out. get what i mean? argh.

but for you, i'll try.
cause for you, i will.

to muneira- haha. of course its nice. its yours. like duh~ -_-"
to sharz- haha. yeah yeah, whatever.
to farah- thats bad! haha.
to AMIRA- yes girlfriend(: haha.
to que- haha. yes, i've updated. and and, me too(:

2008-06-22T14:13:00.004+08:00

its never too late to apologise for being an ass for not blogging. after severe demand by viewers to see me update this , i shall satisfy their desire and blog so as to keep those two eyes of yours right on the computer and that ass on the chair.

the whole month has been well-spent. homeworks aside, i've been able to chill, lepak, have fun, and blalalalala. birthdays were celebrated, gays-dates out were cool, outings with any other cliques i have, be it with the Sexayes and the SRJCians were hot and of course, hot dates with AMIRAbegum are always filled with love, tender, care accompanied with laughters, smiles and what-have-you. so here comes the pictures to visually spell out the purpose of having a whole month of june for a holiday.

i love you

from AMIRA to NNN to Colin to the Sexayes. from dates, outing, overnight, chalet, it was cool.
so, enough shit about my life, i've to now get my ass ready to fuck my ass off for the A's. wohoo. how fun.

before i go, that irritating-but-now-sporting alif tagged me to do this thingy. hmmm. layan kan jer lah k. ok, shut up and wait.

I got tagged!
Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you name them. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. Have FUN

1) AMIRA
2) ALIF
3) ARUL
4) ACHID
5) MIDAH
6) FARAH
7) QUE
8) AJIT
9) COLIN
10) SYAFIQ
11) HAFITH
12) FAIZ
13) FIFA
14) ADIK AKU
15) ABG AKU
16) NASRULLAH
17) KAE
18) SHAR
19) HAFIZ ADAM
20) AIMAN

how did i meet 14? (adik aku)
hmmm. difficult. he came from my momma and has been staying with me all my life. -_-"

what would i do if i never meet 1? (amira)
i'll go to tampines and find her, tie her up, and keep her. (:

what if 9 and 20 dated? (colin and aiman)
they will fuck each other's asshole cause there aint no proper ones. but, omg, its wrong and sinful. tsk tsk.

how about 6 and 17? (kae and farah)
hmmmm. tsk tsk. they're good friends, and NEIGHBOURS? hahha.

describe 3 (arul)
hahha. he's my brother from the different mother.

is 8 attractive? (ajit)
YES! i like his curls! haha. its kinda cool cause it suits his body frame. muahahaha.

describe 7 (que)
outgoing, dark-but-not-so-anymore, and yeah, my good friend.

do i know any of 12's family member? (faiz)
haha. errr.. a brother and a sister?

what would i do if 18 confessed that he/she likes you? (shar)
hmmm. i'll tell her to grow up and be less lame. haha. oh yeah, do sth with her hair too! haha.

what language does 15 speaks? (abg aku)
stupid question. malay.

who is 9 going out with? (colin)
hahah. I KNOW! haha. what the fuck.

how old is 16? (nasrullah)
despite his big butts and build, he's still 17. oh gosh.

when is the last time you spoke to 13? (fifa)
when i helped her to paint her new house. like really energy-consuming, grrrr.

what's 2 favourite singer/band? (alif)
he's a b-boy so he kinda like those hip-hop, rnb kind of thing. you feeeeel me? haha
b-boy? only we know what it is. haha.

would you ever date 4? (achid)
NO! he's a foreigner coming all the way from India! i dont have a thing for foreigners, though.
hahahha. saaaaaaaaaaaap.

would you ever date 1? (amira)
why wouldn't i? ;P

is 19 single? (hafiz adam)
haha, yes he is.

what is 10's last name? (syafiq)
syafiq GIGI! hahahha.

would you ever date 11? (hafith)
im sure he wouldnt want me to be the first to kiss him. hahah.

what is 3's school? (arul)
serangoon secondary school. grrrr!

where does 16 live? (nasrullah)
serangoon, near sheng shiong or however you spell that out.

what is 5's favourite thingy? (midah)
errr, im sure it does not has sth to do with height, cause she doesnt need one. maybe, alif, her gfs and paramore? hahha.

have you seen 2 naked? (alif)
yes! he has a birth mark on his back and has nice chest. i've tried on it before.

ok done. the next 5 people would be....

anyone who has nothing else to do.

alright. im out. schools reopening tmr. how about that? peace to the middle east.

i love amira!!!

2008-05-11T20:41:00.004+08:00

hmmmmmmmmm.
blogging doesnt satisfy my desire anymore. hmmm, sounds wrong. but heck,i just dont feel like it.im beginning to feel what alif ridhwan feels! haha. all hail alif! haha. the last time i blogged, was my bdae. grrr. thats long. good good.

for the past month, soccer has been like a daily schedule. 5 times each week aint the way to do it, at least for a jc team that comes from all over the place. blacks, browns, yellows. different colours. stupid, arrogant, egoistic. different attitudes. yucks. lets just put the negatives aside. season's over. a total of 5 wins, 2 losses, 2 draw, yet not qualifying, as expected. a total of 3 abbreviations, that lead to scars to my sexy leg, aches all over, worsening of old injuries, is a result of not wearing tights, not recovering fully, not scanned and thoroughly checked due to empty promises. well well, but blah. a typical jc team, i guess. ok ok. stop being an ass. friends made, bonds strenghten, hatred intensified, whatever it is, thanks for the memories! picture with the coach during the musical!

well well, looking forward. mid years is a couple of weeks away. cool yeah? am improvement from the common test results would be greatly appreciated. well, effort counts. im trying to put the time and effort in it, lets just hope for the best, prepare for the worst! (;

friends around me made who i am. there's the sexayes, there's nnn, there's groupie, there's the group of friends in srjc. well oh well. its been awhile since i've met most of them. grrr. where's the so called, 5-some? only double date i guess. the rest, single per. haha. bagus lah tu korg. colin pon mane tah die. budak sexayes lelaki, smlm da jumpe. the girls? takkan nak turun skali kan smlm, smlm kite main bola. grrr. memang no life ah. haha.

significant events that took place while i was mia, was perhaps, the musical. srjc musical took place at rp. coool ke per. ni lah, high school muscial punye feeling feeling! grrr. okok. pictures!

and being random, i still think babies rock my ass.

and as requested, about my girlfriend(:
AMIRA! i love you like how i love you! muahahahhah! past weeks should have been better, not for those lil lil silly arguments. but, i never fail to make you smike in less than 6seconds. right? haha. bluek. iLy! XDD

please oh please, make it the way i want it.

to all taggers: thanks for tagging! keep tagging!
to alif: tau takper!
to que: hahah. ooopps!
to AMIRA, ahmad, adeq: yup yup, thanks!

DONE, OVER AND OUT.

2008-04-20T14:54:00.005+08:00

wah wah.
my bdae lah sey. (:
i'm 18, yessa!

first, amira begum.
thanks for the jacket and cake(:
i like.
and of course, the date, awesome.
i love you.
definitely, not maybe.

second, the sexayes.
thanks for the mini celebration.
the cake, dinner and of course, the fun(:
LOVE

third, the smses and what have you.
from the first asshole to the last bastard that msged me,
thank you!

and to those who forgot to do so, shame on you! haha. kidding.
ok blah. bubbye babe.

2008-04-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

hello.
a tiring week has passed just like that, yet again. fuzuk! anyway, ive been a s.o.b for rejecting my friends recently. be it for soccer, slack or whatever. im sorry yeah. but sometimes, i really think i need a break. i miss them like how i miss them.

soccer's nationals a division has been one hell of a mother fuzuking stupid thingy. argh. no comment. its just aint the same as the past. just aint the way i hope it could be. too many "if onlys" and too little work done. hmmm. bullshit dawg.

talking about dawg, its been a long time since i met colin chan wei jie. grrr. talking about not meeting him, reminds me how long since ive met the nnn. grrr. talking about not meeting anyone, reminds me of my tutor's advice on sacrifices. talking about sacrifices, reminds me on how poor i did, even though i did sacrificed, i guess. hmmm. irony.

and that leads me to my common test's results, which is like so whatever. a lucky D and straight Us aint that pretty to look at, unless they put some sexy photos of me beside them. grr.

oh yeah, a poll needs to be done, to help me with this issue of mine.
i just thought about it, thinking it could help.

issue:
i've been sleeping early, as early as after i got home and did some washing up. resulting me to procrastinate and this adversely affect my study rate. so people, suggestions please? haha. thanks EH. i know i've not been blogging, but keep tagging. muacks.

ily(:

2008-03-29T19:49:00.005+08:00

excuse me for the long absence. what to do.
busy man mah.
school's been fuzuking tiring/irritating.
and what my gp tutor told me the other time hit me hard, this time round.
god damn.
i'm physically/mentally tired.
how cool is that? you tell me.
soccer's been taking my time. although its cool, its taking its toll on me.
aches all over the body.
grrr.
nationals has begun.
SRJC 0-0 MI
SRJC 1-3 MJC
gosh.
what the fuck.
ok blah. next.

over the past week or so, a few events happened.
so pictures please..picnic with the sexayes of course. its been a long time since i met them. so yall, peace&love. and que misses me. i know. haha. ok next.

and of course, my AMIRA(:

so people, have fun in life. smile. don't stress. okay babies?
bubbye!

to nazira- yup yup, im happy with it. thanks (:
to rajaKONG- haha. its okay baby.
tp adeq- hahaha. giler per korg advancing sume nie. haha. ok ok. (:

2008-03-16T11:09:00.003+08:00

hey sexy.
i'm back from the trip on friday night.
and i'm tooooooo tired to blog till today.

melacca trip with SRJC soccer people

1st day:
reached there around 1plus.
had lunch.
a match against a supposedly-good team, but it was just a bunch of social team players.
what the fuzuk.
3-1 the score though.
dinner next and of course, late night slack.
and yeah, their macs is kinda cool. haha.
at least for people like me, who eats nothing except mcwings :D
oooppps. haha.

2nd day:
stupidly wake up at 5.30am just to exercise.
god damn it.
breakfast before training.
lunch before shopping.
match after shopping.
played against a club with a weird and awful name.
won 3-0.
shopping was fine.
bought a quiksilver shirt, something for girlfriend, a belt and nothing else.
oh yeah, we took some neoprints(:
haha. yeah, neoprints. cute, i know.

3rd day:
match,
lost 0-1 to melacca's sports school.
packed up, last minute shopping.
and yeah, home sweet home.

had fun, bonded well, spent most of the time with the 'clique', stupid jokes, laughters and what have you. good experience aye? :)

ok next,
girlfriend disobeyed rule number 1.
she sprained her knee, somehow or rather.
gosh.
grrr.
get well asap yeah.

missed nnn's date out.
FUCK.
im sorry but, i couldnt get out.
paiseh EH.

and yeah, i couldnt meet her too.
imy.
booo.

ok, lets look the the dark side.
incomplete hmwk still awaits me.
essays, missed lectures and whatever there are.
fuck.

ok blah. lets just look forward to monday when school reopens.(:

bubbbye babies.

to farah-hahahah. ok ok lah. friends aite(: haha.
to fauzi- yup yup, oh really? cool. i'll try to make time for that(:
to adeq- haha. oh really? coool. she thanked you. haha.
to Munie- okaaaay. ade jer dieee. -_-"

2008-03-12T01:44:00.002+08:00

its 1 plus in the morning, nearly 2 i guess.
i cant seem to sleep.
other than to wait for liverpool's match against inter milan.

anyway people, i'll be off.
to melacca for the next 3 days.
wednesday till friday.
with my school's soccer team.
so people, miss me.

SRJC 0-0 RJC
today's friendly was irritating.
due to the irritating field.
and my boots tore apart.
gosh.
still, we drew against the defending champions.

so yeah, i'm out.
bubbye babies.

& you,
i'll miss you.
taking care please?
remember about what i've told you yeah.
i love you(:

2008-03-08T21:05:00.004+08:00

after a roller coaster ride, we, finally, managed to defend the title.
a close fight, right from the start till the end.
simply put, we won, luckily. how ironic.
still, i'm contented.

and how irritating was he.
how selfish, arrogant.
if only rashid was there.... my hands would be the second to....
haha.
okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

ok, stop this sex talk about soccer.

next!

went to girlfriend's sister carnival thingy, which is like.. okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
haha. went off to eat over at tamp before sending the younger one home.
so, girlfriend and i went to airport, to lalala.
and when we lalala, we have fun, we laugh, we smile and we many-many-more. (:
i liiiiike.
haha.
she likes it too.
bluek :P

and the award for the BEST SUPPORTER AWARD for the final goes to.....

(amira, with her winners' medal)

i love you(:

2008-03-06T20:41:00.003+08:00

a twist in the results of a few matches lead us to the north zone final, against nyjc.
this saturday, 9am. over at nyjc itself.

a'level mother tongue and project work results will be out tmr.

common test ended early for me.
three consecutive days were filled with exams.
gosh.
i think i blew it. doomed.

and im becoming a psp-addict. yucks.

and ADC's performance last weeked was cool, although i had to go off early. (:

lets digress and switch to a more romantic part.

girlfriend's been awesome. met her after her paper just now, we had fun. all those jokes, i mean, stupid jokes, laughters, smiling, psp-ing and what have you.
gosh.
she's loved(:

bubbye babies

to adeq- no problemo(:
to farah- hahah. hmm.. i'll give it a second thought then. hahaha. of course lah! friends mah. haha
to idahh- hey hey, i came okay!

2008-02-24T23:06:00.004+08:00

it has been a long time since i blogged. busy man lah katekan.. haha.

and guess what?

SRJC 0-0 AJC

hmmm.. bagus lah tuu..

ok next!

lets do a recap people. school has been tiring. soccer, study, soccer, study. chey! study! macam paham. haha. leg's being irritating, the long lost injury seems to be finding its way back to where it was. grrrr. common test in one more week, how's that?

anyway, the whole soccer team, went to cathay to get our adidas boots. 30% discount lah katekan. many bought the 1st grade/2nd grade predator. while, i got myself a 3rd grade classic. wish me luck with it, with the hope that it'd last as long as whatever that's long.

nafta/napha test or however it is spelled was last friday. haha. i think i'll get a gold, i THINK and i HOPE. hahaha.

oh yeah, i've said, common test is next week kan kan kan? then, its like coincides with the ADC competition thingy. so, sexayes, adc, i'll try my best to come yeah? no promises! ok? come on yaw. anyway, good luck with that and shake your money maker like how your mommas do it. (: have fun! i'll try to be there, chey, macam paham. padahal lagi lame..

girlfriend's pretty, and she's been pretty crazy. haha. but, i like (: i'm happy.
i love her

i miss my friends:(

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....

thats all folks. bubbye babies.

to alvin&adeq- DONE! (:
to FEE- haha, taking care. dont worry, be happy(: she's in good hands. dont believe? ask her lah haha. and and, i'm still, shy by nature. haha. okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay(:

2008-02-17T11:38:00.003+08:00

yesterday's date was awesome, with girlfriend wearing a purple dress and looking gorgeous(:
ps: i love you was the choice and to me, it wasnt as saddening as how i thought it would be. perhaps, the part where she called her dead's husband handphone, just to hear his voice. had lunch over at far east and we lalala-ed till it was 7plus before we rushed home.

and something EXCITING HAPPENED. hhahaahaha.

and i'm sorry

ok blah, it is sunday. gotta get some work done yaw.
bubye babies(:

ps: i love you

2008-02-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

JJC 1-3 SRJC

long awaited victory, finally.
gosh. go gondel!! hahahaha.

its week 7 now and common test will commence on the 10th.
2 weeks or so, boo boo.

blah, im tired. peace.

anyway, a date out with girlfriend! tmr(:
last one before the exams, i guess. haha. okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

bubbye babies.

2008-02-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

initial plan to get new bottoms was canceled.
so yeah, maybe next week, i'd prolly start spending the bucks my dad gave me.

so, back up plan was to study with arul and achid. at sengkang library.
alep came down too.
did some stuffs, completed some stuffs and flu started to irritate me.
so fuck, i got bored and distracted so we decided to get the hell out of the library.
lunched and as usual, we jalan tak tentu arah. hahaha. in the end, we decided to go to...
PUNGGOL END! hahaha.
we walked from one end, to the other. marking N³after every 100m we covered. and and...
we planned to do something adventurous.

first, we had some 'fishing' lessons from arul. i learnt how does kupang or whatever it is, looks like. after that, we had a fuzuking torrid time, walking passed disgusting animals that look like so whatever, seriously. we had to JUMP, SHOUT, PULL/PUSH EACH OTHER, RUN and many more stupid stuffs that made us look oh-so-stupid. hahahhahahahahhaha. damn damn it. phew! first obstacle has passed.

the next was.. we had no idea whether to turn back and face those animals again or continue walking straight, heading to nowhere. i decided to go ahead with the plan to nowhere, cause that's far better than facing with those animals. haha, guess what. next obstacle was, DOGS. WILD DOGS. hahahaha. how cool. lucky there was one man who was walking in front of us, and we tailed him from behind. hahaha. seriously, damn fucked up. we even hold on to a big piece of stick, to protect us. cool huh.

we saw light at the end of the tunnel, when we saw the club we went before. worst case scenario was... the next shuttle bus was at, 8.15pm and it was 7.20pm then. sooo... we decided to walk, all the way back to the main road. booo booooo. this sucks. again, but now with TWO BIG STICKS, we walked some ulu road to 82.

after so much blalalalalala, we headed home.

and now, my family and i are going to some cinema in beach road to watch some midnight malay movie. cooooool ke per?

to rajaKONG- link kau and prata is.... EHEM!!! macam tak tau! hahahhaha

and and.. to both of ya.. talk things out, seriously. it has been a long time, and you guys should know better than us, right? don't regret later on. problems exist, but if there's love, wassup with that? right? both of you know, i'm here, for either one of you. (:

& to you, iMy alot

2008-02-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

shopping aint really my thing cause i dont really like to spend money. this is, even though i know that shopping does help, in making me feel happy and excited. grr. ape dah aku bebual. contradicting. tsk tsk. okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, next!

anyway, had a date out with nnn, w/o awai cause he's working. my main aim was to get a new volcom top, but all the surfers' shops are closed. god damn it. boo boo. so so, we settled down at shaw house to have our own favourite each-a-cup! hahahaha. an incident involving straws pon kecoh ah babe. slenger nye alep. hahah. wanted to watch the show kungfu dunk ke ape tah.. but.. complicated complications resulted us to change our plans. and and.. we ended up walking the whole stretch of NASSIM ROAD. if im not wrong, its the most expensive road, you can find in the game monopoly(s'pore version). coooolios! the houses are extraordinary, power packed seriously. you just gotta admire them. macam mane dorg ade byk duit eh. sial betol. ok ok next... you know what.. after around 20-30 mins walking, doing nothing, i saw the shop called MR PRATA, which has 30 different types of prata. haha. macam paham lah. nilah, kawan kawan achid. hahaha. then just ahead, was where we had some proud moments. fuck you srjc. hehehhe. ok blah, next.

took 153 back to our area. changed to 80 to get to sk area. and sth cute happened inside the bloody bus. we were sitting in a row. there was one auntie who was walking towards the door, to alight. the bus jerked and she kinda like stumbled. i was like "eh eh!", with my hands step nak tolong lah kirekan. then nnn sume ketawe, ape tah case. yang kekek nye nie, nyonya depan kite pon ketawe ah. hahhahaa. cute giler. abe tu, step geleng kepale die plak. babi betol. then then, there were 3 primary school girls who were standing near us. they walked off, and i was like "eeeehhh!". ntah ape steam tah, that nyonya laughed again, and again! she geleng kepale. alamakkk. then she said "old and young also you wanna disturb, no discipline" siak betol. budak nnn sume da ketawe, aku slumber jer.. hahhaa. padahal, si nyonya tu pon join skali ketawe. hahaha. gosh gosh.

thats all babies, i gotta go.

to fa(red)- ewah ewah! hahahha. takleh per!
to AMIRA-hahaha. mestilah, my friends per. haha. eh eh, why not? true right? hahhaa. bluek! :P

its nice, SMILE baby(:

2008-02-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

hello hello

i spent the whole day with family.
went to my aunt's place to visit my granddad.
and and.... i gotta see some babies.
yum yum, cute! haha. okaaaaaaaaaaay.
headed to lau pasat to have some REAL BBQ stuffs! (haha, bluek!)
so yeah, here i am. home sweet home.

and, i found out that milking the babies is a tough job after all.
they cried when i did that just now. ape dah.
and and, a note to everyone. don't pamper them too much, or they'll take advantage of you when they've grown up.
haha. seriously. just like those two cousins of mine. eeeee! but still, they're my cousins. so, peace.

but you know what? babies are still the best.

cny celebration at school was kinda okaaaaaaaay.
i had to perform, so i couldnt really get to watch the whole thingy.
dikir barat per....
osh gosh begosh.
a good experience lah k people.

tmr's a date out with my gay partners.
5-some!
ooopss. but, maybe awai couldnt come.
hmmm. see how lah eh.
as usual, FUN(:

oh yeah, girlfriend and i went to the airport to slack. tu lah, banyak die nye lantern competition! hmph. hahhahaha. to and fro t1-t2 wasnt really exciting though. but hey, whenever she's around, i'm happy. she is too, cause i'll try to make her smile every 6 seconds yeah? for example, my first word while talking to her on the phone early during the day just now, made her smile. how amazing. hahaha. :P

to fa(red)- hahah. scandal kau siol! hahaha.
to alif- hahah. dah dah. macam macam.
to rajaKONG- ewah ewah. siak jer kau. dira kau tu, jage baik baik. hahha. :P